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date/time Thursday, November 12, 2009,11/12/2009 10:11:00 PM

(papertissue)

Home at 9pm sucks .

Being irritated at 9pm sucks even more .

Finished maths , luckily for me.

date/time 11/12/2009 09:39:00 PM

Totally dulan .

Eff off.

date/time Wednesday, November 11, 2009,11/11/2009 08:50:00 PM

(gatekeeper)

An unusual bright sunny day it is today compared to the weird moodswing kind of weather recently due to the fact that its already november .

How time flies .

Today is day 2 of hell on earth because Mum is not in Singapore. Oh what a terrible day . Actually, its still okay . Just that I dont like the washing machine . Is it even a surprise that I dont like electrionic stuff ?

I dont want to take out the clothes from the washing machine now -.- ! Amaths was bloody hell. Ate up my whole break and ended up with an empty stomach because food all sold out . zzz. sian or sian you tell me .

After headstart was lunch with AY J M JX and BC .

-.- Totally tio bully all the way by them . rawr . Did a lot of QM stuff today , was super blur lah . LOL. I kind of spaced out when Miss Chen spoke to me =X ! I think hamster saw my blank look. ROFL . =X !

Finally reeds are arriving ! LOL. Miss Chong said that the QM very poor leh =X ! LOL. I dont want to be poor T_T ! But its not my fault if Miss Lai dont get the reeds mah =X ! LOL. Super sleepy now .

Mr Phor loves to yak yak yak non-stop -.- !

BOOOOMZ.

date/time Tuesday, November 10, 2009,11/10/2009 09:02:00 PM

eating dinner at 9pm is never healthy .

You Are a Unique Wedding

For you, love is rare and important. You consider love a gift, and you're know you're lucky for each person in your life who truly loves you.

To be unloved would make you feel rejected. You love carefully and deliberately, and you take being loved in return very seriously.

Romantic love makes you feel secure and taken care of. You take romantic relationships seriously, even in their early stages.

When you're with someone, you tend to quickly build your own little world together. It's likely that outsiders don't truly get your relationships.

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date/time 11/10/2009 07:33:00 PM

(papertissue)

Pretty much another day filled with rain .

HK trip meeting was cancelled at the last minute, already reached school , was sian diao to the max because i just wasted a set of uniform and the time spent walking to school and waiting and having to walk back .

Met with SN PH and J on the way . In the end, I went with them to KFC for lunch which wasnt lunch because all I had was a cup of mountain dew . I was moodless. Then went with them to the nearby basketball court to sit and watched them play .

Lots of jokes. -.- !

Like the weird conversation . -.- ! And then , it rained . They played and I sat in the rain for the 2 whole hours there. Then , we left . And I got home .

Its just another mundane day except that I have work due tomorrow but yet , they remain undone because Im unable to do . Maths was unable to be done due to the lack of a calculator , Chem was because I felt like I was staring at a page filled with words written in a foreign language asking the impossible and physics was due to the fact that I dont understand the topic at all .

I would be eternally grateful to people who are able to teach me my work now .

bloody hell.

date/time 11/10/2009 09:45:00 AM

Oh yes. Yesterday during english we were supposed to listen to this radio thing about the picture . LOL. Then the picture was about a group of guys doing some dance -.- ! Then , they super muscular and they were topless. So Eleazar decided to GL Miss Jun .

E : They look like they are cheerleaders.
J : Oh please . If cheerleaders looked like THAT, I dont know how to say already .

-whole class erupts into laughter-

The point was, how can that group of guys be cheerleaders ?! RUGBY GUYS leh ._. !

LOL.

So obviously, Eleazar was just trying to BS Miss Jun =X !

Im awake , Mum went HK already . This marks the first day of SIAN .

date/time Monday, November 09, 2009,11/09/2009 08:05:00 PM

(ache)

Its a rainy rainy day today . it just kept pouring and pouring non-stop for hours. That made the air-con in the AVA room bloody cold. We had to on and off the air-con a few times because it was so damn cold.

Cool cool morning . Somehow I really cant remember how I got out of bed and get my butt off the bed . -.- ! I cant even remember how I got myself to school -.- ! First thing in the morning was sadly , maths .

However , I think that maths is becoming less and less painful and that I am getting better at binomials (: ! Hopefully, this can keep up and I can score an A1 for both subjects that are sadly not just painful for me to study but also what I detest the most. If I score an A1 for both maths , I think getting top 70 for the whole level would not be a dream anymore .

I really want to score well.

Oh well . Hopefully I can become better . So, I SHOULD STOP SLACKING -.- !

English was once again another round of yelling , shouting , screaming and frustration even though it was just an oral conversation/picture discussion that we are supposed to write about . Charmaine and I got to do it together ! :D I wrote super long for mine =X ! XD ! I feel that my ability to crap has now reached a new level .

Chinese was spent doing our mock O lvl Paper 1 . ZZZZZZ. I was using the electronic dictionary halfway then suddenly I spoiled it . =X ! Well , then it went into eternal slumber and refused to wake up so I had to finish up my compo without the help of a dictionary .

I surprisingly managed to do it .

After that was band . Regretted not going for lunch because midway through band , stomach screwed up on the spot and I was not just hungry but in pain . Not just in pain but also nervous and filled with anxiety .

Why ? Because I had to play solo . Why ? Because siyuan got CCM. And yea. -.- ! I totally fail lah . D: ! But after that, still okay lah. Ponyo ! :D ! I can now play it properly ! :D ! Im very proud of myself. HAHA. :D !

After band , I received the call from the modelling agency asking me to go down for an interview to do freelance modelling . Like wtf . I was like ._. ! ? I was stunned ?! then , I stone . And I listened and I cant even remember what I replied ?!

I just anyhow reply ?! AND , I DONT KNOW WHATS THE OUTCOME !?

LOL. =X !

FAIL. I dont even remember what I replied -.- !

TSK . mum is going HK tomorrow. sian .

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ZKQ;

I am a weird being , a walking contradiction .

I always react very slowly , well at times . I realised that I grind my teeth whenever I am nervous or scared . It has become a habit for me already . Im not really the smartest or the nicest but I try my best to accomplish what I set out to do . People tell me that the first impression that I give them is that Im very naive and well , pure ? Okay maybe not pure but 单纯 . LOL. But of course, after getting to know me, they realised that first impressions are never quite what it seems like. Perhaps they are disappointed at this discovery but I would never know .

How would I know if they dont tell me ? Im quite dense when it comes to certain stuff and I require people to show everything clearly before I would know . Somehow , people also think that I am like an open book, showing all my emotions through my expressions and the way I act. That makes me easy to read. However , they forgot that , sometimes you have to read between the lines to understand the story within the book.

I am a very clumsy person , Im sure many would agree. I fall, I trip , I bang into walls. I get zham-ed in the face by balls half of the time while Im playing ball games. This makes me the "ball + danger magnet" . Im not sure if I should be happy with this title. My classmates call me "the great sneezer" . Am I really like that ?

I like cats , the soft white clouds and some nice candies. I am what you see , I try my best to be true to myself , showing people everything about myself . I dont hide , I dont try to change to fit into people's mould . I can be like what people say , stubborn , persistent and a pain in their ass. But I suppose I am like this .

Deep ? People call me bimbo . I hate that term being used on me because I dont think I deserve such an insult and I normally tolerate it no matter how disgusted I am . What makes me a bimbo ? -.- ! But of course , I have my own limits, I flare up , I am human no matter how unhuman my superhuman abilities are. If you are nice to me , I will be nice to you . If you respect me , likewise , I will give you my respect .

Dont step on my toes unless you think that your toes are made of steel . I dont mince my words if I want to .

However, I try my best not to .

I play the saxophone , I love to eat and sleep . I am me . I am just your daily average girl and I have my fears . Im not superhuman .

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