
I am a weird being , a walking contradiction .
I always react very slowly , well at times . I realised that I grind my teeth whenever I am nervous or scared . It has become a habit for me already . Im not really the smartest or the nicest but I try my best to accomplish what I set out to do . People tell me that the first impression that I give them is that Im very naive and well , pure ? Okay maybe not pure but 单纯 . LOL. But of course, after getting to know me, they realised that first impressions are never quite what it seems like. Perhaps they are disappointed at this discovery but I would never know .
How would I know if they dont tell me ? Im quite dense when it comes to certain stuff and I require people to show everything clearly before I would know . Somehow , people also think that I am like an open book, showing all my emotions through my expressions and the way I act. That makes me easy to read. However , they forgot that , sometimes you have to read between the lines to understand the story within the book.
I am a very clumsy person , Im sure many would agree. I fall, I trip , I bang into walls. I get zham-ed in the face by balls half of the time while Im playing ball games. This makes me the "ball + danger magnet" . Im not sure if I should be happy with this title. My classmates call me "the great sneezer" . Am I really like that ?
I like cats , the soft white clouds and some nice candies. I am what you see , I try my best to be true to myself , showing people everything about myself . I dont hide , I dont try to change to fit into people's mould . I can be like what people say , stubborn , persistent and a pain in their ass. But I suppose I am like this .
Deep ? People call me bimbo . I hate that term being used on me because I dont think I deserve such an insult and I normally tolerate it no matter how disgusted I am . What makes me a bimbo ? -.- ! But of course , I have my own limits, I flare up , I am human no matter how unhuman my superhuman abilities are. If you are nice to me , I will be nice to you . If you respect me , likewise , I will give you my respect .
Dont step on my toes unless you think that your toes are made of steel . I dont mince my words if I want to .
However, I try my best not to .
I play the saxophone , I love to eat and sleep . I am me . I am just your daily average girl and I have my fears . Im not superhuman .